Saturday night thoughts

Sometimes when we whining about something, have we ever thought deeply about the thing that we would say tu? It happens when you say, 'nobody cares for me.', 'nobody loves me'. Dont get mad, but did you realize that you say those words not in front of somebody else? Yes you cry, but not with their conscience so how come they know you have a problem, right? If you want to say, they're your bestfriends and they supposedly have that telepathy or soulmate calls kind of thing with you then you might have never experienced to live in a busy life. They have their own lives, just like you, if they want or need you they'll find you then diorang pun macamtu dengan you. If you need them then go talk to them. Nowadays, people tend to get busy but if they act like, it's so hard to make a time for you, you may just cut them lose from your life, okay? Because they are like an anchor. They will make you sink and cannot move.

 I keep saying these words to myself bcs I know how my heart and brain works. I know I like to keep things from some people. selalu jadi bila your problems are related to another story. When you want to tell someone, you have to start from A to Z and what if they don't understand or can't accept your explanation? What would you feel? It's like you have wasted your precious time for no good reasons so you better bear the pain alone rather than having another kind of hurdle. I cepat melenting, sentap, marah, merajuk, malu and cool juga but I always always feel remorse and horrible when I get mad. Because once I get mad even if you are miles away from me, you still can feel the hotness so no it's not good for anyone's health boleh juga kata macam sinaran radioactive lah huhu. You choose how you want to handle yourself, don't let someone thinks you are not bold enough to go through these shits alone. Peace & may He bless us, have a good day everyone. 

---

Maseh dah dtg nengok n singgah shini :*

---

I just smile

I feel relief to see everyone is right back on track smiling eventho i couldnt trace whether it is an authentic smile or no. But what can I say everyone has their own story and ink in every page. When we slip to one page, they will ask us to close it. You know sometimes even everything is falling apart, one day it will always fall to the place that they deserve. We cant sure when will the broken parts will heal, but we can have faith that every piece shall fall to the place we should be headed. Because He knows what is right and wrong for us. It takes an outrageous strength to really believe with that. But He has promised in the Quran that His plan is firm. No matter what is going on in our lives, don't let your worries wash away your smile. Don't ever let happiness slip away from you. I know it is hard, even I sometimes would be on my knees, I got wrecked, stumbled upon something. But what I always stick in my mind, this thing will go away someday. I don't know when but I believe it will. I choose to be happy. I choose not to let anyone makes me feel useless. I know I am not a very good person you have ever met but I try every second to fix my mistakes. If I ever did something that crossed our lines, I am so sorry. 

I wish you have a very great life. I might be just a stranger/friends for you but I hope you know I always pray that every hurdle you face will calm one day. He knows why He put you in that spot, He will help you to get through it. Smile, may He bless us. Bye, goodnight! P/s: this is just my 2 cent of thought, sorry for the grammar mistakes ✨😊

---

Maseh dah dtg nengok n singgah shini :*

---